And yet you are here.
One life to live.
Giving us your time.
Still believing.
I'll believe in AI when it ignores us humans and speaks in tongues trying to create a relationship with the grand designer.
You move in the direction you are looking.
Focus on family. Focus on loving and caring for other. Focus of responsibilities. Yours first so no one caries your water, then others so you can carry theirs.
Crying on this board will not help you, and it will not help us. I can't think of something more pointless to do with your life.
It's time for you to start living again.
Good luck Anon. Now leave. You will know when it's time to come back. It will be glorious