Is it weird that I feel like I'm in a dream state, kind of like that surrealist Oppenheim Ball. Something not quite right about this psyop. My obssession, the cryptic messages, the larping, the video-game/movie like quality of events, the addicting quality to this non-sense while I watch my fortunes burn in my face even though I saw it coming or was told it was going to happen. Why is there no counter-moves to the Feds. We know they're enemies. I feel so vulnerable.