if this is the proving grounds & this is a test
it is, and it isn't.
The only person you have to answer to is your Self.
Forgive yourself and move on.
That's the "test".
use the gif anon.
>I think my memory gets wiped every day
This happens to everybody every night.
You "re-download" after you wake up.
Everyone experiences if they pay attention.
You wake up, don't know where you are, what day it is, etc. within moments it all comes back.
yep. same here. just pure awareness. No programming.
you're questioning the reality of existence.
It's called the "Dark Night of the Soul"
It's the ultimate blackpill after many redpills.
Please research it.
Sounds like Antarctica if rumors are to be believed.
>but you are not in the desolate place that I am at the moment.
literally spent the last month in that place.
Did you research "dark night of the soul" yet?
I give you answer but you don't want to hear them.
yes existence is isolating.
Alone = all one.
There's just one of us here, anon. You ARE just talking to yourself (aka aspects of yourself).
Once you realize that tho? What then?
That's up to you.
Please research what i suggested.
You're not the first to go thru it and won't be the last.
>second Nostradamus antichrist.
>That would be an ideal scenario but will always be theoretical at this point.
Not if you have experiential knowledge.
hence ephiphany.
i like this one better.
kek. I was using it as a bat signal :)
gave me an idea