>>4519356 (lb)
Cranberry helped with my grandma's brain fog and memory. Supposedly, it can kill strep, which is always what knocks me on my ass. Worth a shot.
>>4519422 (lb)
Every worry is just one possibility, which exists on an infinite continuum of outcomes. Many things could happen, given the resources available. But am I really that important from the black hats' perspective? No, there are bigger fish to fry. The white hats? Hm. No, as there are only strength in numbers. If I'm alone in here, then this is a dead end, a waste. It doesn't feel like a dead end… But even if the road does not go any farther, it surely goes deeper. Digging earth = literally moving the world, changing it, shaping it. I do my best, with what I have and if I fuck it up, I'll do better next time.