He thought all those around him would put him on a pedestal, he was sure he'd be accepted cause when it comes to sex being anything other the normal is cool in his circle, but instead he was shunned and stunned. He found no happiness, he has lost so much. Be careful what you wish for. Karma can be a real bitch.
Q also said Potus "opened the keystone" so there's another clue I don't see anyone connecting to.