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I do try anon. That said I'm convinced those in control are withholding elements we may need to 'appreciate' said real reality.
On a side note, it's also made more difficult when your main health ill affects your sleep.
Cheers anon. Regarding sleep/health…unfortunately I'm well aware, which is what makes it such a perverted cruel joke. It's probably a combination of two things, one being a form of apnea, the type needing assistance with inhalation and exhaling. The other is just as insidious. My one real shot at help was an offer of, fee waived, night at a hospital sleep clinic (regularly thousands of dollars). I politely declined.
I'm most likely on a shorter road to the other side, but as dreams show us, it's my belief it's not to be feared. Only a painful trip is what worries me.
I am at peace knowing my situation is in better hands. What most here will react against, which is what I'm writing, what I'm saying, they have yet to truly understand is in their future as well. They may just get an extra 30-50 earthly years, and going by the struggle life has become, I fear not a quick trip around the bases.
Not to be misinterpreted as nihilistic thinking, or a death wish, only understanding what is, is only a mirror to what is not. Quantum arguments aside, you cannot have life without also having death. Darkness and Light. Yin/Yang.
"The race is not to the swift nor the battle to the strong… but time and chance happen to them all."
I am convinced, and constantly dig when able (slave day job etc.), that the real trick those in control have played on humanity is this:
To keep us distracted and in survival mode as not to have the time or inclination to truly learn what humanity was meant to be.
Everyone who publicly stuck their neck out, Nikola Tesla's ideas for universal free energy comes readily to mind, pays the ultimate price.
It is my hope WE, collectively as HUMANITY, put aside the distractions (i.e. racial divisions), and become enlightened.
On Earth as it is in Heaven.
I'm not big on New Years 'resolutions,' but like Michael Corlione I'm going to break my rule this one time…this one time.
I propose we lift our game, the effects of which will hopefully drift up the twattersphere, into farcebook and into Insta etc. We no longer post memes with any corporate watermark, such as memegen or imgflip or what the fuck. There are many easy ways to accomplish this, I know, as I discovered my own…obviously there's always photoediting (sic?) software one can use too. Not a huge goal, nor one that will help bring down the clinton-crime-family, but one reflective of a greater self-respect. Wasn't it nice when even the destitute wore their finest Church attire when going out? Men wore suits and ties while waiting in bread lines during the Great Depression. Let's bring back a higher standard, and set the bar here. Now I'll look for a few random saves to help illustrate my point (pics related).
I'm basically phonefagging so hope I don't fuck myself with said watermarked meme.