Thanks for the (you) anon.
I'm so glad I found you all.
It's a hard time of year.
Feels like I've been under some sort of spiritual attack since around Christmas.
Nasty voices whispering in my ear.
That has mostly passed now.
It helps a lot knowing there are frens like you out there.
Being alone is not all that bad.
Sounds like you've got a good spouseanon there, sounds like you deserve it.