my worst fear at the moment!!!
this actually made me cry because the stress i've been feeling lately is killing me. not sure how much longer i can take the waiting. it's coming down to less than one day left. if it doesn't happen i have to cut myself off from this just to preserve my mental health, what's left of it that's worth preserving…..i'm having visceral stress reactions from this….my hands are shaking, i feel it running thru my veins. tomorrow is my limit. i'm not feeling hopeful at the moment. reading this post has me really down. just one more day.