I had this same thing in the late ‘70s in elem. school. Never made sense and I screamed until they let me out of gifted… something VERY wrong going on for a long time.
Times up!
The female of the species is more deadly than the male….
Many of us have been altered by gmo food, chemicals, vaccines, artificial additives electronics etc.
St. John’s Wort herb has essentially eliminated my suicidal depression, but only if I NEVER eat sugar.
I found a Unity church near me and I have never felt happier or more grounded.
FWIW
God bless anon ( all anons! )