Because he's the Alpha.
Santa means saint.
We are not seeing reality. As humans we are not living in reality of humans, there is a veil.
That's why we have to trust our self and think for our self.
It's like they have created a nightmare(illusion) but the truth is much different.
That's what I'm going with anyway.
Yeah, some of these posts can be tough, esp when they are left open ended. Just honor your feelings and take good care of yourself. Know the answers will come at the right time and we don't have to know everything all at once.
We are with you fren.