You and the rest of the world feel the same way. To address your question briefly, not to just, over simplify, but to reveal the true source of all this confusion and lies we see in the world today can be summed up in one quote…….”So down the great dragon was cast out, that serpent of old, called the Devil and Satan, who deceives the whole world; he was cast to the earth, and his angels were cast out with him” Rev 12:9
That is the real source of the problem. Everyone is being deceived. When I found these things out 24 years ago, I was just as confused as you are now. I remember that letter I wrote to the family 24 years ago, when I said, I can’t believe all the things I trusted in, my religion, my Government, all the things that were supposed to protect me, were really in place to deceive me and destroy me. It looks as if you are discovering this real truth your very self.
To answer your other question, “what is truth” Jesus tells us, he said “Father, your word is truth” John 17:17
To address your question about the fake Jews, you are correct, there are those who claim that they are Jews and they are not. This is a more difficult question to answer. By happenstance, Jesus addresses this very question himself. Revelation 2:9 “I know your works, tribulation, an poverty (but you are rich); and I know the blasphemy of those who say that they are Jews and are not, but are a synagogue of Satan”
Can you believe those word Jesus just said. Now in the context, I think he was speaking of fake Jews, because of religious reasons. But nonetheless, YES, there are fake Jews, just as much as there are real Jews both then and today. The real fake Jews of today are possibly related to the Jews that have come from the land of Kazar. You can look that issue up, it’s much to detailed to briefly explain. It has to do with European people who were not Jews and converted to Judaism sometime in I guess the 1300’s or there about. Many who claim to be Jews today are not so by birth or by religion. Those are the Jews you might be thinking about. However, in the Biblical sense, there still are real Jews on the earth today, there must be because they play a certain role in Bible prophecy, so in that case, it must be that true Jews today exist. However, they are little know and respected in the world today.
As far as Zionism goes, I am not an expert, but I would tend to say that those people who believe and promote that system ARE NOT REAL JEWISH PEOPLE. There are small sects of Jews in Israel today, who protest greatly at what other so called Jews, the Zionist are doing in Israel. These Jews protest against the rebuilding of the Temple in Israel. They say that the Messiah, is the one to rebuild, NOT MAN. I believe they are right on this issue. These real Jews think what the Zionists are doing to the Palastiniens is an abomination. You do not bull doze down a home with women and children inside. No real Jew would ever do that.
So yes you are right. Zionism is a lie, what they do mirrors what Jesus said, they are from the synagogue of Satan. One final note. The fact that there are these evils going on in the world should not be surprising. Remember what was said above in this email, the entire world is being deceived. So it should really matter NOT, what group of people on the earth are the ones involved. Is Zionism deceived, you bet, are the Catholic deceived, you bet, is the Media and Governments decided, you bet, so trying to figure out, who are all the involved, is, in my opinion, pointless. Why? because according to the Bible, they are all involved.
That is why, the Bible offers the only hope, the only truth, the only comfort amid suffering, we are to look to the God who is invisible, we are to look to the things that are unseen by the world, because they are perceived by faith alone, and offer the only true comfort. I think you are on the right track, don’t get too bogged down in appointing the blame. Be more concerned, now that you have begun to recognize the problem, to look to the answers. They are found in one place only, the book of life that you have in your very hands.
This was brief. But don’t be afraid to ask me more.