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Anonymous ID: 1eac21 Jan. 9, 2019, 12:46 a.m. No.4677606   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>7610 >>7629 >>7649 >>7668 >>7812 >>7928 >>7965 >>7998 >>8091

Hey anons, so I basically had just typed out my big long story that I had attempted to keep brief and then proceeded to fail. Then promptly accidentally copied over it and now it’s gone. Basically, I was locked up a lot as a kid. In lots of ducked up inpatient facilities. Hoping it’s just the craziness I see in here that has me extra tripping or if it’s more symptomatic of something else. Worse. So long story short. One of the places I was in was 15 & 17 years ago. Called Inter Mountain Hospital in Boise, ID. Hospital is still there, teen inpatient no longer in service-fucking SHOCKING THAT IS since the last patients in there rioted so badly there was room barracaiding and groups bashing faces in of sleeping patients. Anyway.. I’m not an autist, but if this has even caught a modicum of attention of one I’d greatly appreciate you telling me there’s no possibility of a link between that place and an MK Ultra like or something of the sort… if not, it’s cool. Just wanted to throw it out there. Been lurking, attempting to contribute since March

Anonymous ID: 1eac21 Jan. 9, 2019, 12:48 a.m. No.4677617   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>7623

>>4677610

Oh. Well, thanks, man. Didn’t even think I’d get an “I’m sorry.” Wasn’t even on the radar, fren. Was long ago. I try not to let it consume me. There are intrusive thoughts w/ptsd as per the usual with that type of stuff, but I’m highly functional.

Anonymous ID: 1eac21 Jan. 9, 2019, 1:15 a.m. No.4677767   🗄️.is 🔗kun

>>4677667

It happened to me too. I was in the hospital for 12 days, anon. The existence is… insane. Only thing that keeps me goings is knowing that He’s Already won; conquered the grave.

Anonymous ID: 1eac21 Jan. 9, 2019, 2:04 a.m. No.4678082   🗄️.is 🔗kun

>>4677955

>>4677998

I have some permanent scar tissue on each buttock from the shots. We’d get Geodon & Adivan. Have permanent side effects from the damn Geodon too. They called it tardive diskensesia or however you spell it. Mostly it’s just mental stuff that still bothers me. Seeing/remembering things I don’t want to. Not sure what’s real or a dreamSometimes or.. like not me.. but I experienced it? Fak I dunno.

Anonymous ID: 1eac21 Jan. 9, 2019, 2:10 a.m. No.4678117   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>8179

>>4678091

Absolutely. I’m trying. Trying to give back with my experience. I’ve had the privilege of working and sharing my life with teens for 10 years or so now. Also, I’m in a pilot (read

Experimental) program through Kaiser (it’s the only one going on in the nation that I know of so I have to tread lightly here, but it’s a complex trauma group with 3 successive & more intense stages. They’re having 2 groups of (I think) 16 people. No outside docs or counselors allows of course.