Anonymous ID: 6c1b31 Jan. 9, 2019, 12:57 a.m. No.4677667   ๐Ÿ—„๏ธ.is ๐Ÿ”—kun   >>7676 >>7690 >>7693 >>7696 >>7697 >>7698 >>7699 >>7708 >>7722 >>7746 >>7749 >>7764 >>7767 >>7776 >>7789 >>7800 >>7811 >>7881 >>7983 >>8088

Anons I think I'm having an existential breakdown right now. I'm questioning if I'm really alive. If this reality is real. If I am really awake right now. My whole life seems to have drawn me to this moment in time. All decisions, all consequences, allโ€ฆ everything.

The only time I seem to get close to the truth is when I'm on my computer. Am I asleep? In a cage somewhere? In a pod? And when I access the collective consciousness on here I'm reaching into the dimension in which I can find myself again? Where I can wake up?

โ€ฆ.am I already dead? Am I speaking to myself in a different dimension here? Are each of you further permutations of myself? All with slight variations? The results of different choices I did or did not make?

Anonymous ID: 6c1b31 Jan. 9, 2019, 1:53 a.m. No.4678002   ๐Ÿ—„๏ธ.is ๐Ÿ”—kun   >>8097

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Yes. And I always look at the clock at 11:11. Symmetry is something of a nervous twitch of mine. I will view shapes in the world and find the median. If the object is not symmetrical my eyes will find a point that would make the object symmetrical if the object was made fluid.