If i told you…all the horrible shit we see at the border, someome would narc me out to OIG and i would get fired for violating the shut the fuck policy.

There are days when you get home and you dont want to get up the next day. Suicide rate for border patrol agents is atrocious, because of the constant shit you see. And you cant do a fucking thing to change it but get your ass handed to you each day.

The kid abuse and rape…shit stay with you.