To be honest…
I'm not looking for fame and fortune and limelight or anything like that.
But it would be really nice if this Q thing worked out in such a way that I could have a comfy life afterward.
Not in terms of how folks generally understand it these days… I'm not looking to become that which we're tearing down as the people who protect this system are…
I've just never known what it's like to work and receive benefit from it.
No amount of busting ass has led to what it should… I can't force people not to suck (business requires at least two parties).
It's not that I actively seek recognition… and I don't accept money for anything Q related while this is all going on.
It'll be nice that everyone benefits, but when this is over… am I back to square one?
There won't be the same hurdles and barriers that there have been but…
I'll still be "behind" everyone who didn't stop to save the world'n'sheeeit.
"Thanks for doing that anon! Now go fuck yourself!", is what I expect and I'm not suggesting I deserve anything beyond that.
It's just a kick in the gut to watch everyone have a life while I work in the background and get spit on by everyone we're working to protect from themselves.
Meanwhile, we have to watch as the most horrendous people on Earth enjoy everything that being on this planet has to offer.
A private-ish, comfy life would be lovely.
I know I'll be shit on for thinking of my self, desires, and potential to, y'know, live…
But I'm working on making a future worth being a part of and it'd be nice to have a legit place in it.
When this is all said and done, miserable labor and "money" won't be a thing as we know it.
If I were in this for the money, I'd already be doing that.
I just want the life that's been denied to me all these years.
Opportunity to do something without constantly having to fight shitty people…
The possibility to have kids without worrying about some reeegressive fuck destroying them or taking them away from me due to "wrong think".
Some room to breathe… or at least the ability to move freely without everything and everyone trying to get in my way.
Be nice if this whole Q thing worked out.
Hopefully it's been a year+ long interview and there are folks waiting on me at the end of the tunnel.