>Every single thing in my life has led to this moment in this movement.
>I was made for this
Very succinctly put and sums up my position as well.
Whilst I was never diagnosed as as autistic, I do have certain OCD behavioural patterns. One thing I have always needed is to understand the big picture before I can let something rest. This don;t only have to do with conspiracies, but with everything, even something so simple as mathematics.
Don't try and teach me rote and tell me I must use this formula, explain why I must use this formula and then I'm good to go.