Weed always made me euphoric and paranoid at the same time. I never liked it. Tobacco on the other hand always took the edge off but luckily gave it up after I finished college.
MY wife works as a case manager for a major Tricare provider and although she can't tell me the details of the servicemembers health probles she makes it clear that there are a lot of servicemembers suffering out there and my heart goes out to you all. She also mentiones however that a lot of people getting out of the military today scam the VA rating system by asking for 60-80% disability ratings for BS stuff that would never fly in the civilian world. That kind of stuff is BS when there are servicemembers and vets actually struggling with real issues.