Well, I guess the first thing to do is disabuse you of the false notions you have of space Then we can work on the ones you have about yourself. Ready?
Look into Halton Arp, the former assistant to Hubbell and whom debunked his red shift theory.
You speak in light years? Ha!
Ever study the Ray of Creation?
You clearly don't understand Gnosticism, the way of direct knowing. One line of transmission of knowledge from the ancients of pre-sand Egypt as is Christianity.
Christianity existed in Egypt well before Jesus. Not the Egypt you are familiar with or even heard of.
Not the Christianity you are familiar with either.