For what it's worth, here is this forum. Use extreme discernment but something might ring a bell for you to pursue further. Much love and healing to you anon.
Lyme (Lime) Disease Support Forum,
https://www.curezone.org/forums/f3.asp?f=58
Actually, might be better to start with home page and use search
Alternative Medicine Forums, Blogs, News, FAQs, Surveys, Knowledgebase on www.curezone.org
https://www.curezone.org/default.asp