Alan Wilson Watts.

Terence McKenna.

Consciousness expansion.

Why does MSM avoid these?

Why have clowns attempted to discredit for decades?

"The closer you get to the meaning, the sooner you'll know that you're dreaming."

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We have freewill-freeplay as perfect spirits before the Big Bang:

That's where/when we conceive & plan & predetermine the story. Once the story begins (Big Bang/Mortal Birth) the story/ride is locked and there is no freewill-freeplay.

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