I'll admit, before Q I questioned things but never researched on my own. Over the last 15 months or so, I've learned more about our government, learned more about history of our country, and explored new perspectives on things I always believed were true "just because" that's what I was taught.

When I learned about Vegas and how it tied into SA I couldn't believe it. Then I leaned about the Satanic shit with Bohemian Grove and the powerful leaders involved (presidents, monarchs, etc). Then I learned about the 16 year plan… Then Hati… Then adrenochrome… Q said that those who know cannot sleep. I thought to myself, what else could there be? 60/40 right? So far I feel that I was able to take what Q dropped to us with a strong stomach and a sense of "we need to get these bastards for these crimes." I was redpilled. The toughest part is knowing and people around normies that don't. It more frustrating than anything.

A few months ago, Anon described what is truly means to "red pill." It's not a single event or bit of truth that you learn, but it's constant. Living life with a new lens that sees the bullshit that's pushed on the masses and seeks the truth. But here is the thing… I always thought it would be an enlightening experience being having known the truths I've learned. As each day that goes by, it feels more like a curse because I know that there is no going back, no more ignorance is bliss, no way to unlearn, unhear, or unsee what I now know. Each day it feels like shits getting worse and there's nothing I can do about it. With this NY and VA abortion shit I just can't describe the pain and anger I feel. Q was right, "those who know can't sleep." Not because the nature of what they learned is horrific, but because with each passing day you realize how evil this world really is and how helpless you feel in being able to impart any good to counter the bad.

I know I'm not alone in this feeling. I attached the pic of POTUS above because when I saw this a few months ago I thought I knew the pain he felt; knew what he know. However with each passing day I can't image how much more pain and weight he carries for us. I look at it every day and thank God for him.

POTUS, Q, Anons I knew we'll never meet. If you took the time to read I just want to say thank you. Not just for me, but for my children and their children. Thank you for giving us HOPE. I do trust the plan and most of all POTUS because honestly what else can I do after all I've learned? However this all turns out, one things is for certain: IN THE END, GOD WINS.