You, friend, have humanity.
Most do, however the most vocal do not.
I can't even imagine the process or the aftermath. I'm sure many young women (or older) don't realize until after just how horrifying it'll be. You did what you did in a moment which you needed a calm voice to help you along.
Hopefully in the future women will get those voices, and they'll be ready to counter the PP PR team.
No one here has a right to judge you, and you clearly feel it which again proves you have a heart and soul that value goodness.
Keep your head up. Not a one of us are perfect.