For some, like us - the ones that know, this is hell.

We were put here because of our actions, even if in a past life.

The signs are everywhere.

Not everyone is capable of seeing them like you are, the ones that know.

This place is like a place I used to know, but now its literally upside from the place I grew up.

I used to see only good in everything.

Now that I know, I can only see the bad.

This is HELL, even if only my own.

>>4998513

Thank you for taking the time to write that response, anon. I sincerely needed the words. Knowing that someone has been in this spot helps.

>disillusioned

I've been telling myself for the last 3 days I'm starting to crack, I used the word "disassociating" to myself however.

Again, thank you.

>>4998566

The flood will take care of it.