>>5012069
I was put on that shit while suffering postpartum totally fucked me up so bad I literally ran out of my marriage I was so full of panic, losing control, need to run but where. 25 years later there is no explaining to him it was the flipping meds not me losing it.
Sucks cause it destroyed what we both wanted which was to grow old together watch our kids go thru all the life events together; graduation, university degrees, marriages, grandkids, appreciate the fruits of our labor
Sadly if I'm parked outside his house and he's working in the yard, he goes inside and lowers the garage door
I hope one day he knows I've always loved him, I've missed him and I'm truly sorry the dreams we had were lost
but then he'd only look down at me and laugh in my face so…. na
I guess it will come down to who lives longest, which one of us will grieve for what could have been "IN THE LIVING YEARS"