I am totally jonesing for a Q post.

the spirit is fading.. I see the winning, but I'm just going to be honest and say that the energy from this community was helping me a great deal and without Q posts for that feeling of accomplishment (or maybe just a feeling of participation, I don't know) I'm flagging..

don't fuckin 'muh concern shill' me because that's not what this is.

this is a confession to an addiction, more or less.