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We are complicated machines indeed anon. More complex than an aeroplane, yet we never got a manual or proper instruction on how to operate or further develop our cosmically-originated organism. Our 'essence' is indeed from the stars, you know.
I can put myself in your shoes, at least in my own way anon.
Perhaps I have sinned more than you? Perhaps not?
I am going through a purification of my emotions as well by doing just what I say. In one of the esoteric Ways of working on oneself, this process is known as 'external considering', which my experiment for you is directed toward.
First, watch that movie in its entirety.
Next, follow my instruction on that experiment and ponder all I have said.
Try, and try again.
As you approach her, Feel. Your. Hands.
Then, Try Again.
You will know your experiment is a success when everything becomes more vivid as you re-member yourself.
Then, perhaps, you will be closer to the answers you seek.
Try it with others.
Remember yourself in everything you do and your manifestations will be of another, more conscious, order.
Your organism will be more responsive to something higher and can know what others need or what to do as an 'instinctive' response.
Mark. My. Words.