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When the time comes, I want at least six months in a very cosy and specialised trauma unit, surrounded by a bevy of beautiful and compassionate nurses, whose very smiles exude a sense of safety, healing and love. Kek. Well, I guess many of us might need something similar. My theory is that those of us who question hard do so because we have known there was something very fishy about this world - because we've been on the receiving end, gotten traumatised early on, and have been trying to carry that burden while figuring out why we got it in the first place ever since. That's my theory based on my own experience. So, yeah…. trauma unit, beautiful nurses and…. well, once all those sold-out dipshits who have succeeded in the world because they have closed their eyes to its evil because life was good for them have been nudged out of their cushy sinecures…. I wouldn't mind getting a chance to really let my creativity come to light too. Rock star, film maker, writer, academic, whatever. To a large extent, it seems as though you only really get to succeed in this world if you sell your soul, and I have never been able to do that. Jeez, this world has not been easy. I know this is a spiritual battle and all that, but hey…. I think many of us have earned a real break down (not a breakdown) here! S
Ah well, rant over…. you got the bit about trauma units and nurses, right? Kek. We can take the rest from there. I've spent most of my adult life trying to figure out what is wrong with this place, while most people (normies) seem to have been more or less on holiday or zoned out in front of the TV. The sooner this world really starts to shift, the better. I'm sure there's an awful lot of traumatized truthseekers out here waiting for a world to open up to embrace them properly and take them home. I know you understand some of this Q. You've seen and acknowledged the psychic wounds many of us bear. Some of us who stayed as far out of the system as we could because we recognized its evil all along are gonna need our own VA too, you know. Not every soldier wears a uniform and salutes a flag. Some of us have been outsiders all our lives.
Anyway, nuff self-pity. Still, there are serious points here. I hope you guys realize that putting all the pieces together to get the whole picture is gonna take time. There are some weird intergenerational processes and dynamics that are gonna be difficult for many to understand. All the pieces eventually fit together. Getting to that point is another matter indeed.