what is JQ?
nice digits… it's sad to see so many anons do not understand our spiritual nature and how the universe works. Of course there will always be mysteries in the 3D earth, but there is an awful lot of published material to answer this question. And tbh, once you know, you can find support in the Holy Bible.
To answer your questions: Your soul chose to be born into your life to further your spiritual growth.
Also many enlightened souls and reincarnated ETs chose to come at this time to be included in the Great Awakening.
Researching the Laws of the Universe is a good starting point.
https://www.embracedbythelight.com/
If the second shut down lasts long enough, the MSM will run out of taxpayer dollars to run themselves. Maybe they will shut themselves down?//