I'm the anon who asked others to pray for him a few threads ago because his ex has become a feminist and is considering trying to Kavanaugh him.
I said I would be back with testimony about how God let me know things are going to be alright. Without going into too many identifying details, I'd just say that I was praying on things and praying God would soften her heart so that way she would know Him and have a relationship with Jesus. That she would know peace, and forgiveness, and mercy for herself and for others and for the hand life has dealt her.
I was praying that if God wanted me to go through the public ridicule or reputation destruction like Kavanaugh did, or even jail time, if that would serve Him or put me in a place He needed to be, that I would accept it. "Thy will be done."
I was praying and said "But Lord if there's some way that this will allow me to be an instrument for the glory of Christ, and to be a Knight of Christ, and for her to have a relationship with you without me going through that then I pray that you will keep me safe, keep me out of jail, and keep my reputation and relationships. I'm scared, Lord, and wary, and worried. My heart is heavy." and this went on for what seemed like just a few seconds but in actuality was probably most of an hour of prayer, if not half an hour minimum.
As I prayed and tried to listen and asked Christ to come further into my heart and my life and be with her and remember us, I finally asked him "Lord, though I know that if I must go through it you'll be with me, my heart is heavy. I have to know. Is she going to do this to me?"
And inside me, at my core, I heard "No." and it resounded throughout everything in me. I felt my soul jump. It was like in my heart in that moment I felt something grab. In my chest, it was as if a great warmth had started in my core and spread all down the back of my arms and my shoulders and all along my body. It was intense, but not overpowering. It was like being enveloped with a warmth from inside me that wrapped all around me.
For that moment, I felt as if I was a child again staring out at the darkness of the night and asking my Father "Will the monsters come and take me away?" and I heard and -felt- the Heavenly Father say "No."
It was the same "No." that every child in the world has heard. It was something primal and pure. Something that speaks directly to the heart of all people. It is the authority and power of the Father that every man expresses as head of his household, but from the original Father Himself.
I just want to take a moment to thank God for speaking to my heart in my moment of fear and speaking patience to me. Though I am a grown man, in the eyes of God I may still be as nothing more than a small child. For the Kingdom of Heaven is made of His Children.
I want to thank all the anons who prayed for me and I ask that you continue to pray. Not only for myself but for her as well. The comfort and appreciation I feel from having other anons praying for me cannot be understated but I want too for her to know Jesus and to have a relationship with him. I pray that He heals her and removes the mind poison that is the feminist indoctrination. Those demons that bedevil her and have her lashing out in anger or hatred.
Thank you all, and I pray that no matter where you are out there you continue to pray for this battle is one of Light vs. Darkness, Good vs. Evil, and God vs. Satan. I ask you to join me in praying for President Trump and all the operators enacting The Plan to Save the World. I ask you to pray for the Trump family that has fought along side our wonderful POTUS #45 and for the Secret Service that would gladly and have given their lives to protect them. I ask all anons to continue to pray for our military for truly without the US Military, none of this could be possible. And I ask the anons to pray for the patriots in this country and abroad fighting the fight daily to rid the world of corruption and darkness and expose it to those who are still sleeping.
And lastly I want to ask the anons to pray for each other and for the Q team. Without them, we likely would have never been here at this time and this place at this historic event. Pray for prosperity and strength. Pray for boldness and strategic victory.
Above all, just pray.
Thank you all, God bless. In Jesus's Holy Name I pray, Amen