God will forgive you if you ask him.
I was in a situation when I was very young where my family put extreme pressure on me to abort. They threatened to send the father (age 22) to prison for statutory rape and at 16, I believed them. We stood firm and were married for nearly 25 years. I a, so grateful I don’t have that guilt on my heart.
The pressure to abort is often intense and I pray every night for the mothers being pressured into aborting. It is a very real and common phenomenon and the mother is the one left with the grief, guilt and devastation.
I worked with troubled girls for much of my career and I saw this happen again and again. The girls would get pregnant, there would be a brief period (couple of weeks) of the family intensely pressuring her to abort that she resisted. Then, a family member would show up - often an aunt or uncle - take her to the clinic and it would get done. Almost to a person, the girl would would be grief stricken, guilt ridden and pregnant again within a year desperately seeking to fill that gap with new life.