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My condolences, Anon. Remember that God never gives us more than we can handle. He may bring us to the very brink of our strength, but it is only to show us that without Him we can do nothing. He brings us to our knees to bring us to Him, so go to Him for the help you need.

I'm so sorry about that loss of your dear friend, and am praying for strength, comfort, and peace for you.