Brother/Sister, I love you and will be praying for you. I lost a great friend last weekend. She was a Taekwondo Grand Master, Olympian, and master to several Olympians. When she was dying, she had me and one of her Olympians help her out of the bed so she could do "squats" in her walker with oxygen tubes coming out of her nose. She walked around the house like a champ. She did that to the day she died of lung cancer. One of the last things she told me was about her "journey of the universe" with God.
She told me, "tell everyone you know, God is real!!!" "I saw him in the brightest light. I saw people that died many years ago, my neighbor across the street, and they all greeted me. I could feel all the love of them and the people on earth, like you. I could feel the prayers of everyone for me. If they were Christian, Muslim (as many of her athletes were) or whatever, I could feel their prayers and love."
Know that God is real and your love for him and your prayers are not in vain. We will all see each other again, so long as we live a good, just life.
Love you and will have you in my prayers!