Q, did you factor in the anons that would belive all this that live with mental illness ?

I've been on the low for about 2 months now, and even thought things might seems like it's going to happen soon, I still feel like shit. I lost my job, I lost interest in a lot of things and I'm starving. I sleep most of the day waiting for the call from my landlord that he's kicking me out for defaulting my payments. Worse could happen, such as getting my electricity cut before I get kicked out, Imma freeze to death.

The only good thing in my life is that I'm watching an amazing movie while I'm literally dying from the inside.

>>5287423

Off meds, too poor to afford any.

The last therapy that was given to me was with a woman, and most of my problems come from my relationships in the past. I can't talk to a woman, they told me I would need to go in private for a male and I'm just too poor to afford any of this.

I guess I'm just collateral damage.

Who cares about that guy who lost most of his sanity afterall, we walk past homeless people everyday without even seeing them.

I'm glad you guys are fighting for the childrens, I just would have liked it that I didn't lose what was left of my sanity while doing it

>>5287647

Any confirmation would at least ease my pain. Right now, as it is, I'm just a tinfoil motherfucker who shouldn't be part of "their" society.

I'm like this, and God knows how many people live with mental illness, I'm still alive today because I'm too much of a faggot to end my life, God looks over me with a sad face and I try to keep going but it's going nowhere. When I felt alone he's right next to me, but it never eases my pain.

Thanks anyways for the good energy guys.

I still need to figure out why I'm here and why all of this is happening to me.

>>5287766

I spoke with one of my friend about this, stating that my empathy toward people must be the cause of my problem. I see evil everwhere, I go shopping and stop walking to look around and I wonder how everyone is just soo fucking brainwashed into thinking our lives are all ok.