Evil wins many battles everyday friend, But evil has never won a WAR! I know it's tough but you don't need God. GOD NEEDS YOU! He needs you to be the light, to continuing doing good works with your hands, with your time. HE NEEDS YOU TO LOVE UNCONDITIONALLY! FIND PEACE IN YOUR LIGHT, IN YOUR GOOD WORKS, IN YOUR CHARITY WITH MERCY.
Whatever injustices you have been through I weep for you anon