>>5306178 pb
What should you do? You are doing it. Fessing up and apologizing. It will hurt for a while, maybe a lot. Focus on what you can do with that pain. Let it teach you. Ask sincerely in prayer (or your inner guide) what to do next. Don't hate yourself but see what there is to see. In the end, this is a big learning opportunity. Don't waste it. WWG1WGA.