I've noticed that when Trump talks about select individuals or Q themes that he refers to them as "special". I think that many of us here are truly special people who are having a tremendous impact on the future of humanity. This is the greatest movement in (modern?) history. I believe that our high consciousness and affinity toward light are why we are participating in this movement. The Plan depends on people like us to guide humanity toward the light.
It is unclear to me the specifics of experiences like ours. Perhaps we were chosen, perhaps WE chose. Any which way, I am proud to be here.
I also felt pure peace. It was a joy and contention like I've never felt. I would compare it to FAITH, which is a mighty powerful force. Lack of fear and faith in a good future influence physical reality. I think that your state of mind is part of what led you down this path.
I go back and forth between believing that I was influenced by Q, angels, or my higher self.