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Have felt this way myself. But remember that Q and all of us answer to a higher authority, and it is God who will decide who He pardons and who He has mercy on and who He condemns. Some scriptures to keep in mind:
As God told Moses, 'I will show mercy and compassion to anyone as I choose.' Romans 9:15
The sacrifice pleasing to God is a broken spirit. He will not despise a broken and humbled heart. Psalm 51:17
As far as the east is from the west, so far can He remove our sins from us. Psalm 103:12