Having a rough day/night/morning. I'm trying to stay the course but can't help but feel like my country is self-destructing around me. It's hard to imagine that so much has changed in such a short period of time. I want to believe that the plan is going to turn things around but my nerves aren't handling it well. I'm on dialysis and waiting for a transplant. The thought of not being here to see America heal from this mess that it's in weighs on me constantly.

Thank you all for everything you do. This is one of the last places I can go for any comfort. Godspeed.