Big day for this Anon - I got my chemo port installed. That was the last hard part for me - don't like surgeries.
Now I am going to kick the livining fuck out of cancer and expel the devil from my body.
I've made drastic change to my diet. Making fruit and vegetable smoothies with supplements. Taking good vitamins. Quit smoking. Minimized sugar.
New lifestyle to prevent it coming back and make me a better person.
Gotta do chemo. I've heard the points about that, but I can't risk it with a family relying on me.
I prayed hard a d believed (truly believed) for 6 months. It just got worse.
I think my lesson is that God will bee me through, but I have to do what my conscience says also.