I appreciate what you're saying, and don't denigrate you for your beliefs.
Using Satan as the symbol of your views as a "Free Thinker", though, is perhaps not very well-thought out.
As for my projecting, I readily admit I'm hoping you'll come to know Jesus Christ as your Savior. I don't "project", though, any more than you do.
Why did the "atheists" choose Satan as the named 'God' of their philosophical-religious sect, if not to show animosity towards Christians?