Jumping on here everyday has me feeling like that movie A Scanner Darkly. I put on a suit of anonymity and investigate things here and there, meme this and that and I get outraged at the evil in the world… Then I find myself investigating myself, all my false narratives. I wonder what is my place in amongst all of this here on this board and around the world… The hardest thing to accept is that this battle is of the soul as all my life my battles have been physical and I have grown accustomed to spilling my own blood and my tears. Now I have to spill knowledge, understanding and wisdom on a level I've never been before, I feel so inadequate on this battlefield of thoughts and beliefs… With my only rations a can of self acceptance…