>I am The Savior Jesus Christ..
I'm calling BULLSHIT on that!
But since you're the one that's claiming to be Jesus Christ then prove it!
FIRST OFF YOU ARE NOT GOD
And secondly what you're really trying to say/get across with your story here is that your so LONELY and so desperate for anyone to give you some attention . So desperate that at this point you don't care how violent they are or how much pain they will give you just as long as they pay attention to you so you don't feel like you're all alone. But at the end of the day you still feel lonely and wishing that life had dealt you a better hand than the one you were dealt.
Hey buy what if this that god from a parallel universe and he's here for a workshop on the Do's And Don'ts of creation