Typing this teary eyed Anon.
Your Mother loved you beyond words.
When she had you, she allowed her heart to walk outside of her body and experience the world. Your heart hurts I know, but her love is still with you and always will be.
There is no other way a mother would want
to leave this world, more than to hold the hand of her child for one last time.
Best wishes Anon, WWG1WGA