Hard to wrap your head around, isn't it? /How/ they take you? And the state of mind you're in while you're there? And what they're doing to you, and what you are doing yourself, while in that state. At this point in my own experiences, I'm thinking the ones taking folks aren't ET, but good old-fashioned humans who think very highly of themselves. If this shit stops after the cabal has been destroyed, you know who was responsible.
Word of advice: You can help others now, no need to wait. Do not put your life on hold, or sell yourself short, over these experiences. Work your job, save a little money, get yourself out of debt, and keep doing good things. Personally, I am a big fan of volunteering and donating paintings to fundraisers for charity.