How do you reconcile this? Just completely bury your head in your ass?
Organized religion is the matrix. It is the Black Cube. It was invented to control the sheep. You work your ass off trying to be a decent person and they say your a piece of shit. No worries. We will get you into Heaven. I talk to God all the time.
Just live by these rules we made up and give us money every week so we don't have to work.