you speak knowledge of truth from personal experience. but even for me you are a tad confusing. loop capital civi plants force multipliers… sure comms good.
but can you elaborate on being from whatever family you are from? how did you win them over to join military… or if they were for it, did they have anything to say about your conscience getting to you? that's the part confusing me, the way I read it there is a contradiction on one side or the other