I kinda had the same.
2016 when I got into news & politics I was able to call everyone out on their bullshit about anti-POTUS (private citizen Trump at the time.)
Made me feel like I had meaning.
I can't cook for shit. (SMOKING FIRE ALARM NEEDS TO TELL ME SOONER MY MEAL IS DONE.)
I stutter (b-b-buffer!) KEK!
I think I get it. Sometimes you feel like you are worthless/can't do anything right.
I question myself everyday and I know I shouldn't!
Maybe self esteem or who I am. Meh.
BRING THAT INTO NEXT BREAD WHEN WE HAVE A BAKER