I have gotten the same feeling the past week. I went as hard as I could for as long as I could, digitally and in real life to help set the stage. We're there. I'm actually starting to Human again. KEK!!
Prayers incoming Anon. I nearly died from Oxycontin many times back in 01-03 and I have been through some serious shit, including hernia surgeries and terrible shit like that, and no, it's NOT for the faint of heart.
If you need any of us to point you at anything as you enter this process, we're here. LOTS of knowledge and experience. Tell your spouse that We are with her, and that she will soon be a healthy and shining example to others. They just have to face what made them want to get that fucked up in the first place. The cardinal virtue of Love is courage. May you all be Encouraged.
WWG1WGA