"Shut up, racist."
"Shut up, Uncle Tom."
You can only take responsibility for your choices, you cannot take responsibility for the way others treat or mistreat you, they have to take responsibility for that or you let them ruin your soul. People in government, they never learn this, they always get it backwards. This is why socialism fails 100% of the time.
You could just kill yourself, that would end your suffering and make the world a better place for white people.