Dr Michael Salla (he did an interview about Qanon on Coast to Coast radio on September 24, 2018) of Exopolitics has an article on the recent drop.
https://www.exopolitics.org/did-hillary-clinton-sell-secret-space-program-technologies-to-china/
It's called a Special Access Project for a reason…
Not a lawfag but in general I can't say what will work for you, you have to figure it out yourself… remember, it's NEVER over, absolutely never, you have your arms, legs, wifey, mental acuity, etc. and to top it off you overcame a horrible horrible addiction that cleanfags like me can't even fathom, get up and stand up, know when to fold (choose to take off your hat or stand your ground when you deem is right) and you'll get through this. Stay strong anon.